Our Love
"The Best Proof Of Love Is Trust."

             Love!!! Love is the greatest feelings in this world. Love just
happens. There is no one who does not want love in his/her life. Love is something hard to gain but once you achieve, it’s hard to maintain. Love is full of contentment & soreness. If you have love in your life then you have life to live.

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                Well in point of fact Nobel and I met at the internet on July 20, 2002 as strangers of course. Initially I said “hello” to him. His chat’s nick name brought me curiosity to talk with him. Subsequently his real name “Nobel” which was my favorite and cherished all the time. It dragged me to be with him. Anyways as usual like others we talked persistently. Eventually, we became friends. We used to talk constantly for 12 hours or so. It seems to us like we were old buddies and met after such a long time and we have lot to say. Still today we do have lot to say to each other.

All of sudden Nobel divulged that he had been amorous of me. We expostulated with each other and about to split up because I was in quandary for this segment of my life. Nobel’s cousin Tanim who knows everything about our relation right from the beginning. He was the one who advised Nobel to keep friendship instead of getting mess. Then he emailed me to keep friendship. So we continued. Besides he used to tell me that he believes “I love him too” so he will wait till that day……. finally I too realized that he is the love of my life. He is the ideal man of my life. I realized later what I was about to lose that day. I saw his picture at the beginning. But he loved me without seeing my picture. It’s unusual I guess because in 21^st century; people will not love anyone without seeing picture. I sent my picture almost two months later since our first day of meeting. But he loved me. Every time I asked him how can he love me without knowing how do I look like? Of course no one wants their life partner to be ugly. I guess he had blind believe in his fate.  His answer was same “face does not matter but mentality does”. He proved his words literary.

Then we continue to keep our relation and time goes on and we waited every single moment to meet each other in reality. It was complicated for me to sojourn in Bangladesh and see him. My family would never accept that. One thing I noticed that Nobel never imposed me for going to Bangladesh to meet him. I guess because he has great sense of indulgent capability. We thought life would never bring that chance for us to meet for once. We both wanted to see each other just for a moment; we were craving. We wanted to know how we are in real life. Those days seemed frantic, disheartened and insuperable to us and inexplicable. However, we were totally determined that one day we will meet and our love will not just go waste. We will make our love life successful. We never questioned or bewail about our love. We both were credible and partial to each other. We were blindly in love till today and let’s hope that for future too.

 Finally that day comes in July 2004. We both were indomitable that we will accept each other the way we are. But I speculated whether Nobel will like me or not? My friends used to tell me not to think cynically. I went to Bangladesh on 8^th July. Nobel saw me at the airport but for some reason I could not meet him. I went to my hometown without meeting him. He stands silent, friz and shuttered to think why did not I meet him? He thought maybe whatever he did until today for love is just worthless. He got to know the reason and I came to Dhaka just to meet him and finally we met on July 17. He came to pick me up from my home. It was so cool but we both were confused. We did not know what to do. I remember Nobel was talking so much that day unlike other days.

I never saw him talking that much. It’s incredible he was talking about unnecessary things. He gave me a gift he brought for me to give me at the airport but couldn’t give it to me. I was looking at it but I couldn’t say it’s nice. I was the one who did not talk that much as I do talk all the time. We were thinking that are we the one met at internet and now in real life. It was a silly questioned I asked him that day “are you the one with whom I will spend my whole life” he said what do you think? And he asked me “do you like your husband?” that day was funny. We were behaving so weirdly. Anyways I meet his dad then his brother. They are so sweet. Then we wanted to marry on July 30th but did not happen because of me.  We met each other for 14 days only then I went back to my hometown.